My ongoing journey with chronic illness has been particularly painful and difficult lately. It has become clear that I'm not able to work even a part time job at this point in time, I don't not know when or if that will ever change, which is very upsetting. Besides short daily walks, I rarely make … Continue reading September Feels Like
I’ve been diagnosed with fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue for almost a year and a half. I deal with widespread chronic pain, perpetual exhaustion, executive dysfunction, and a handful of other delightful symptoms. I have good days where I can function reasonably well and present as able-bodied and healthy, and I have bad days where I … Continue reading How to Support Your Sick and Disabled Friends Beyond Prayers for Healing: An Open Letter to My Christian Friends.
This February and March mark the first anniversary of my chronic illness diagnosis (the anniversary spans a couple months because as some of you might know the diagnosis process for many chronic illnesses is long and weird--arguably I haven't actually completed it yet). The onset of my illness and the many subsequent life adjustments that I've … Continue reading Tattoos and the Art of Process
Learning how to cope with chronic illness has been filled with challenges. Since my fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue diagnoses are only a few months old, I'm still in the beginning stages of figuring out how my body works, how to live within my new limitations, and how to manage and improve my pain and fatigue … Continue reading Pain and Isolation
I've been thinking a lot about sustainability lately. Not only living sustainably in relationship with the Earth and the other creatures on the planet, but living in a way that is sustainable for my soul. For this reason, my co-editor and I decided to focus on sustainability as our March theme and in our Lent … Continue reading Ignited Lent Action
I've been trying to marvel at humans a little more lately. There is so much in the world to make me despair of truth and goodness. Maybe becoming more aware of the intense pain and brokenness of humankind is a side-effect of growing up, but it's also incredibly heavy and discouraging. When it all feels … Continue reading The Heartbreaking Beauty of Shared Burden
Earlier this week I was talking with a friend about my dislike, and sometimes even fear, of change and how I wish I was better at embracing transition and uncertainty in my life. My discomfort with change has been something that I've considered one of my bigger flaws for a long time, so I was surprised when … Continue reading Re-examining “Flaws”